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I'm Losing Myself


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I fear my own mind And its bizarre contortions of the past I know nothing I see all With a fleeting I Reliving the genocide of past lives longing for the attention of God Please let go I will break through To the other side There awaits A life worth living
A moment sacrificed to the day To feed the gaping mouth of time Cycles to trap a fearful mind Within a concrete cage Please help me She said “I’ll be back in a minute” A cold wind chilled me down to my essence I knew she would never be back I knew she was never there Please help me
When you’ve seen all that there is Will you come back to Earth? Walking slowly toward the engrossing light What more can death bring That life has not prepared for? Abstract forms tear off my skin Replace my eyes with diamonds I regress to a polyp
Walking towards the house Not sure if I’m asleep or dead The ravens call for me To rest my weary head Have I become a ghost? Can others see me at all? Do they know I’ve lived a thousand lives for them? And yet I ask for nothing in return The suffering incurred through separation Pathologize my existence Repress the beauty in a single moment I forgive you for what you’ve done to me Its time to move on from this suffering I won’t ever be the same I can’t go back to the way it used to be There’s something more, I can’t explain I gave up trying And it set me free Time has dissolved The concrete cage has lifted I cannot fear myself If I do not exist I do not exist I do not exist




Deluxe 6-Panel Digipack CD, strictly limited to 200 copies

Based in California, USA, AN ISOLATED MIND is the one-man experimental metal project of Kameron Bogges, who has given birth to a genuinely surprising and genre-defying album. Despite its deep roots into atmospheric post-metal, “I'm Losing Myself” embraces both death and doom metal as seen through the altering lenses of ambient music. The result is a psychedelic journey into a wounded psyche, a downwards spiral into feelings of melancholy, angst and depression.
“This album was written and recorded after being diagnosed with bipolar disorder and spending a week in a psychiatric hospital,” Bogges reveals. “I spent the following year walking the fine line between psychotic delusion and spiritual epiphany, systematically doubting and reconstructing my psyche to accommodate my newfound reality.”

Music-wise, “I'm Losing Myself” is heavy as it is ethereal. It lives in a constant equilibrium between the sheer power of death and doom metal riffs filtrated through a post-metal sensibility and the delicate sounds of synthesizers, that add a hallucinated feel to the whole.

A limpid picture of the artist's mental condition, the debut of AN ISOLATED MIND recreates his painful inner struggles, and in Bogges' own words it's “a journal documenting the terrors and bliss of losing oneself to the mysteries beyond reason.”


released July 5, 2019

Written, recorded, mixed, mastered, and painted by Kameron Bogges
Art direction and layout by Francesco Gemelli
Cat. Nr. IVR116


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